Finally, im back to my own little world after dont know how many months. lol. Well, reason for coming back is because im kinda sad and down these few days.

Again and again, i have back-slided and sway away from God. First, i stop spending my quiet time with God. Next, i stop going to church since the start of the year. And slowly, i stop praying to God and even stop saying my table grace before my meals. This resulting me turning back to my old self walking aimlessly. Being a hot-tempted guy, i got myself in alot of troubles during this year. Sigh. I don't know why. I dont dare to talk about this with my cell leader(Shane). I am struggling alone and feeling very miserable. I keep on praying to God and i know he is all along at my side battling along with the devil. But i just don't have the guts to take down the devil im facing now! In my heart, i know i wanna return to God. But it just seem like there is something trying to stop me to return back to God. Is it because i am the one who have problem?
Dear Jesus, if you are reading my blog. Can you please answer my prayer and help me.
Is kinda hard for me i know. Is another big challenge i going to face in my life. I hope this Saturday, i will go to church again and attend the service. I have already let everything out in my little world and i shall not just try but FORCE myself go to church every week!

Just now, had a talk with my godsis-Amanda. We were talking about this girl i have been messaging her for these few weeks. Seriously, i scare i will fall in love with her but i am even more scare that either i will be hurt again or she will get hurt. Or even both parties will get hurt.

I have to admit that she is a very beautiful girl. But when time passes, when i start to know her better i realise that she is really a nice and sweet girl that i am very comfortable to talk with.

At times, i will think about her whenever i am alone. And even get jealous easily when she was with my good friend alone! emm. Maybe should give myself a grace period to see whether i really fall in love with her and from there will decide what should i do.

Is 5.15am now!!! Shall give my godsister a morning msg to wake this little pig up and have to accompany her to sms to prevent her from falling asleep because i chatted with her very long and she have very little time to sleep. so yea! Enjoy urself in KL!!

Again, i hope i will update my little world regularly. (Something impossible to do because im lazy xD) Post one Taeyeon's photo to end this post ^^

Our dear dorky leader, told us that she dont know how to agyeo.
But every little action she make actually make her agyeo-ing. <3