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today topic is after 3 years and im still thinking of the past? nvm.. must stop thinking and bochap... well...sarcastic comments... childish? then why bother posting it.. L0L.. hahaha... this year must be really a bad year for me... so many unlucky things happening to me.. since the day sch start until now.. i have been alone.. sadded right? bobian.. but nvm, i believe in God's plan he have for me.. and super sian.. wat is the point for me to create a blog when i blog once in awhile.. hahhaha.. im just being lazy.. also sian to the max.. so long nv meet my sec sch clique.. i think should give them a call and call them out for midnight basketball and roti prata!!! i wanna go oversea now like so desperately?.. really regretted alot to the max.. last year my parents wanna bring me to shanghai and taiwan.. but i rejected them.. this year best!! my uncle wanna bring me korea during my holiday.. i rejected too.. then so heng i start to fall in love with SNSD the 9angels(: then zhun zhun that month got asia song festival and snsd performing.. and i missed it!! sian half.. nvm.. next year the long vacation.. i gonna request my parents to let me travel.. best is to go korea.. cuz i wanna see the 9 girls(: sorry ppl.. im now so into kpop now..hhaha... blog again next time..byebye!
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stress~ very stress!! have been thinking this for like 2 months.. should i quit school anot? i wanna quit school is because i have no interest in the course im taking now... Business Information Technology suck big time.. people will be thinking why i had choosen this course in the first place when i know im not interested in this course..
in the first place, i wanna go shatec.. i love to be a chef.. but my parents rejected this idea and refused be to go shatec is because they have the old thinking mindset that shatec is equal to ITE which is for students who dont wanna study.. for bengs and lians only.. wtf?! so i told them i wanna go to the culinary course in TP.. they rejected it too.. and want me to get into some business course.. and for me.. i dont like business course in the first place.. so i try to find some course that have a balance between business and other modules.. so i went for the poly open house.. and i learn about BIT!! TP was so nice telling me that they offer 50% of busines modules and 50% of IT modules.. and so i decided to take this course since im interested in IT too.. so in sem 1, i learn nothing about IT except WDS= web design.. which i had learn it by myself when i first created my own blog.. and everything are about BUSINESS!! basic accounting, macro-economic.. boring to the max.. i just dont know why the fuck people were struggling with basic accounting and macro-economic.. im try to boost here.. but wtf?! but i find it easy and manageable... for BA, maybe is because i have POA background and for macro econ i think people just love to make themselves confused by ppl... when people think is diff then u think is diff..
secondly, i hate it the way im studying now.. in fact, i did not study for the past one year.. since 11nov2008.. after my sci paper 1.. even though, i hate to study.. but then i will tell myself of the importance in studying and etc to force myself to study... and now i never even bother to study... never even bother to take out the book and read through.. i really hate this kind of feeling.. i would love to study but i wanna to study something i like.. something i enjoy doing...
thirdly, is because im not close to my classmates anymore... i dont know why also.. but that doesnt means i got to quit school.. because im trying to avoid it only...
i know that these few days for me to decide whether to continue my studies is a very tough time for me and my parents.. i really dont wanna disappoint them.. and i know that these few days, God is with me.. God is answering my prayer.. he told me that he will be there for me no matter wat decision i have make in my future... also i had told shane about it yesterday.. and he will support me in every decision i make too..
i also know that my parents cant afford the money for me to study in shatec.. i cant blame them.. because i come from a poor family.. told them to get loan from the bank and in the future i will pay the bank myself with my own hardwork money but they dont want.. haixx=(
but i really cant make a decision yet.. but today i have to give an ans to my parents.. i told them that i will continue in this course.. but my mum keep on saying.. if u wanna continue pls dont tell us u wanna quit sch and i dont wanna see u keep on pon sch and never study.. but haixx.. i already told her.. i continue for now.. but if i really not interested i just apply for a course at shatec... and once it is approve i will straight away quit schooll... now im really fucking emo to the max...
i wanna cut my wrist.. thats wat a emo kid will do!!
IM A FUCKING EMO KID!
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today is the 2nd day of school.. instead of going school.. you know where am i know? im slacking at home!! meaning i ponn-ed sch.. wtf?! ponn-ed sch for 2 days already.. and i just dont know why i dont wanna go school.. take today for an example.. i woke up at 9am and actually i have to prepare myself for 11am lesson.. in the end, i dont bother going sch and blogging now!! wat the fuck is wrong with me man.. i know that i should be studying hard now and dont disappointed my parents. because they work so hard for my school fee.. and yet im slacking at home.. fuck up man!! i seriously have to buck up now and get some life.. go to school and do some studies.. no more ponning.. today shall be the last day.. last day.. and tmr turn over a new leaf and be a good boy once again(: i believe that yesterday and sones who were at soshified already know the news.. and is hard to believe it and is hard for us to forget about this wonderful sone we had especially wenting.. Ryo had just left us yesterday in return back to the heaven.. even though, i dont know Ryo personally but by reading the posts from other ppl who knows him.. we can tell that he is a very nice guy that being loved by everyone.. i believe that he put on a good fight against the devil and he deserve a good rest now in the arm of God now... Ryo now u are there now.. i hope that u found happiness and love up there.. and may u bless the 9girls:D R.I.P Ryo:( the power of 9!! SNSD fighting!!!
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first of all, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY SISTER, WARREN AND JIANSHENG!! today went out to k with the jfc clique to celebrate clarence's birthday(early celebration) at k suite.. the place very nice.. well decorated.. good environment, good service, good foods and drinks.. the price also very good.. we spent $400 there!! "cheap" huh? but then is clarence's treat.. abit like guilty wor.. his birthday but he pay all.. and he just say have fun together can already... thanks alot clarence(: after tht went to makan and then home sweet home..
tmr if im not lazy, i will post again.. smth that make me very angry..haha..
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hey to do a short post before i go back watching my show..haha.. today post might sound abit serious.. but i dont know why.. sigh~ i got this feeling that i gonna be like last time losing my faith in God again=( i dont know why.. i have not been really spending my quiet time with God for like a month? i just keep on telling myself, "aiyah, tmr then do lah.. God is a understanding God." and everytime i use tired as an excuse.. also i told myself regardless of wha, the first week of the month of church service i have to go.. but for this month i never go.. im just being lazy.. i dont know why.. also, when i change to sat service at TCT i cant feel the presence of God i used to feel when im in expo.. why is this happening to me? i just hope i can feel fresh once again with God.. hunger for his words again.. God pls help me.. Amen!
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omg!! first time i get 200,100points for my bejeweled blitz.. dont play play.. i top for this week..hahaha... just to blog about this nia... and the world is sooo small sia.. ytd i met one new friend name kaiwen.. same course as samantha tan!! friend of samantha too!!! then my class yuda is kenny ex classmate.. nicholas's gf is aloysius's friend... alot more lah.. small small world..
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these are my idols..
Jolin, Genie, Show, 소녀시대(So Nyuh Shi Dae) and f(x)
i have seen my princess Jolin alot of times leh.. Genie seen her too this year.. somemore celebrate her birthday too.. Show also alot of times.. but SNSD and f(x) not even a single time... when can i see them.. especially SNSD!!! Taeyeon!! Tiffany!! Yonna!! Jessica!! Yuri!! Sooyoung!!! SeoHyun!!! Sunny!!! Hyoyeon!!! these 9 pretty and well talented girls.. come singapore pls.. i wanna see u all... SS501 coming singapore end of this year.. SNSD can u all come early next year pls.. i wanna see all of u sia.. SNSD fighting!!!
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IM A HAPPY MAN!!! soooooooooooo happy ... like finally... after 5 months, i get to go into the court again.. running like some mad bull inside.. keep shouting" oi, pass here. shoot!!" yes!! soccer!!! i love playing soccer man.. after like 5 months finally get to play..reason for not playing the 5 months? long story.. fuck up de.. want to know more? call me im so willing to bitch about it..haahahaha...
as usual, when we reach the court.. got ppl play.. so we play with the ppl there.. then the scouts come down(inside joke)..hahaha.. play play play until10pm.. go makan then home sweet home..
dont even know why i create a blog when i dont even know wat to blog..
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im crazy!! sleep for like more than 12 hours!!! just woke up.. but the feeling shiok sia.. cuz i feel very refresh now.. but hungry at the same time.. later after taking my breakfast+lunch+dinner, i will start to chiong dramas again.. waaa.. addictive...haahaha.. 1more month and school holiday will end.. sian... i want no school.. best is i can quit school(: hope she will online tonight.. then i will pick up the courage to talk to her..
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boring life!! i need work!! i need $$$!! vote for either jolin or genie.. thanks!!!
waiting for her reply><
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Hello stranger, my name is YUHENG!
Some people call me yap.
While some call me colgateboi.
and im not ah beng.
im a very friendly man(:
Though i know i have a "owe you
one million dollar" face!
HAHAHAHA!!!.
My name is YUHENG, with the 'G' behind.
27 JUNE 1991
Beatty Secondary School
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